I always felt we had a good relationship. Even some of my friends told me that they envied the relationship I had with my daughter. I had arranged to move her out of college and was going to go up this graduation weekend. I wonder when she was going to tell us that she wsn't coming home?
I feel so empty and a complete failure as a mother.
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P.S. -- I'm still working on the scarf I made for you. I'll get it done as soon as I can.
We do have a good relationship. You're not only my mother, you're also my friend.
This was one of the hardest desicions I've ever had to make. Honestly, it wasn't easy. I came really close to backing out of the entire thing because of how I thought you would react.
I can't explain it. I don't know why, but I really feel like this is somehting I need to do. I know it's not going to be easy. I know I'm going to be homesick. But I still feel very strongly that I have to do this.
I put off telling you because I am a wuss. I think if I avoid a situation maybe it will just disappear. It hasn't worked in almost 22 years so you think I'd have learned by now.
You're not a failure as a mother. If anything, your the complete opposite. You've done a wonderful job raising me. I'm sensible (for the most part). I have more common sense then the general public. I'm smart and have ambition. I'm caring and a good friend. I respect myself and other people. I'm open minded, compassionate, sensitive to people, feel like I can take on anything and a shit load of other stuff thanks to you. All my friends are jealeous of you and tell me how cool they think you are.
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