Friday, May 7, 2004

Friday ii

I wish also that this journal, which has 25,00 characters limit that you can write would have a mechanism to show how many of those are exhausted.  One time I wrote a lot only to have the journal tell me it was too many.

I still would like to know why.  She can' (or won't) tell me what was the deciding factor in staying in OH instead of coming back to PA.  I know that will remain one of the least understood, and mysterious things in my life.   I am still so sad about it. I am still crying when I think about.   Wish I had someone I could talk to about my sadness.  Guess I will talk to myself.

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