I feel relieved and exhausted. I made a decision to leave my present employer and go back to the hospital. Somehow, I feel we have been a pawn in a power struggle. The interlopers in the group think they are going to go back. It is not going to happen. They also expected a mass exodus from those two hospitals and it didn't happen. You can't employ a huge anesthesia group in a few surgicenters. I am not going to relocate either. I have worked at the same hospital since 1989and I can continue there for the next two and a half years.
I found a little hospital in the city that I could have been happy working at, but I can't do the commute. Rush hour traffic starts at three and lasts till six or there about. I hate bumper to bumper jams. A person never gets out on time to be able to leave before the trafic tie up.
My other alternative would have to do drugs. I was heading down the path to Xanax.
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